Another Sleepless Night

Here I am again, awake.

There is so much running through my mind right now. All good things, but good things that have me worried. I know in my hands is an opportunity to create a totally insane monster --- exciting, yes --- scared to fail --- YES!! What do you do? I mean seriously, what do you do when someone hands you thousands of dollars and says, "Go -- you figure out what you want to do with it.... but your goal is to MAKE MORE!"

That's exactly how I feel... OVERWHELMED!! "I don't want to fail" is the persistent thought that keeps me motivated. It's not everyday someone hands you chances to change your life for the better. Of course I'm thankful, but trust me I feel the stress.

Then YOU. Seriously... you just popped out of nowhere and it's itching at me for attention, but I'm sorry it's going to take more effort. I need to stay focused right now. Yes it's true: My hopes are so high that you're kiss might kill me, but I don't know how much longer I can hold on to this hope that's just dangling on a string.

WOW -- I think I really am stressed.