Friday, November 6, 2015

I Hope it's Not Too Late

Days.....
turned into
Weeks....
turned into
Months....

Now we have come full circled into a year

Today was the day that I believed would only come in my dreams. Never did I think this moment would become a reality for me. It's crazy, because now that it's here, I'm not sure how I really feel about it. A part of me is happy and excited, but at the same time I'm sad and scared again. Then there's this other weird emotion that's telling me: "Seriously?! You still care??"

I honestly wish I could be more happy and excited than this, but I can't forget how the heartache made me feel. I have so many questions, but for some reason it's almost as if now I don't care to know the answers. That's how much it hurt.... so hurt that I'm numb. 

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